hetalia | Addicted [Russia/Latvia FST] (Reply)

Dear god I tried to post this last time and something went teribly wrong DX...I'll try again I hope this time I won't do anything wrong and everything will be ok... I am really sorry for that *feels embarased*If something is wrong again than alert me imidietly okay?

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Finally after a long time of putting everything together I finally finished it!This is my first Fst ever so feedback would be very appriciated..

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This fst combines difrent styles of music.. Starting from pop to Jrock and instrumental..In this fst I tried to make a feeling that every song tells a fragment of a story and the whole Fst together, the complete story..Many might ask why this pairing and why did I give this Fst the name "Addicted"..The thing is I myself am Latvian and the history and nowday facts make the pairing canon, also in the hetalia universe these two are one of my favorite charachters..I gave the FSt name addicted because I think their love was the kind of addictive love, at least thats the way I see it!

Songs w Lyrics

1 Twisted little star[Russia's pov]

I took your time
Like I've always been trying to
Trying to
Was out of mine
So easy for me to do
Yeah, to do

Just needed to be powerful and sweet
Just needed to make your world complete
Just needed more than you could give
I've got lots of fancy tricks
To make this last forever

Chorus:
Will you still remember
Twisted little star
Darker shining
Silently surrender
Twisted little smile
Twisted's gonna last a while

I made you weak
Like I know I am supposed to do
Yeah, to do
You never speak
Cause you know I don't want you to
Yeah, you do

Just needed someone fresh to hold my hand
Just needed someone new to understand
Just needed a face to ease the flow
There must be a million ways
To make this last forver

Chorus

Just needed every smile that you could give
Just needed every lie that you could give

chorus

2 Addicted-Kelly Clarkson[Latvia's pov]

It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

3 In my arms-Plumb[Russia's pov]

your baby blues
so full of wonder
your curley cues
your contagious smile
and as i watch
you start to grow and
all I can do is hold you tight

knowing
clouds will rage and
storms will race in
but you will be safe
in my arms
rains will pour down
waves will crash around
but you will be safe
in my arms

story books are full of fairy tales
of kings and queens and the bluest skies
My heart is torn
just in knowing
you'll someday see
the truth from lies

when the
clouds will rage and
storms will race in
but you will be safe
in my arms
rains will pour down
waves will crash around
but you will be safe
in my arms

Castles they might crumble
dreams may not come true
but you are never all alone
because I will always
always love you

when the
clouds will rage and
storms will race in
but you will be safe
in my arms
rains will pour down
waves will crash around
but you will be safe
in my arms

in my arms

4 Sukisho sountrack (instrumental) [both Pov's]

5 Cut-Plumb [Both pov's]

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

A fragile flame aged
Is misery
And when our hearts meet
I know you see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut

6 Hack Gu Soundtrack [both'pov's] (instrumental)

7 Jealous reverse -Dir en grey[Latvia's pov]

Since that day I didn't know what to about him
for some reason my heart has rejected (him)
His form is changing, far away but all too close
Should I wear a mask, so I can hide my face drawn with tension
when I'm with him.
my heart lost in my body will someday leave me

I'll bloom as the poison flower
and become the flower that blooms again.

A wounded heart will fade away
the love is destroying you, in full bloom with the flowers.

I'll bloom as the poison flower
and become the flower that blooms again.

I can't laugh like I used to,
I'm not the same person who loved him.
I only held that crumbling man once that february night,
I can't forget the 'you' that I loved.

A wounded heart will fade away
the love is destroying you, in full bloom with the flowers.

8 Run-Snow patrol [Russia's pov]

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

9 Shattered-Trading yesterday [Both pov's]

Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into your sunlight
The future's open wide beyond believing
To know why hope dies
Losing what was found, a world so hollow
Suspended in a compromise
The silence of this sound is soon to follow
Somehow sundown

And finding answers
Is forgetting all of the questions we call home
Passing the graves of the unknown

As reason clouds my eyes, with splendor fading
Illusions of the sunlight
And the reflection of a lie will keep me waiting
Love gone for so long

This day's ending is the proof of time killing all the faith I know
Knowing that faith is all I hold

And Ive lost who I am
And I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken
Rejecting your love
Without love gone wrong
Life
Less words
Carry on

But i know
All i know
Is that the ends beginning

Who I am from the start
Take me home to my heart
Let me go
And I will run
I will not be silenced

All this time spent in vain
Wasted years
Wasted gain
All is lost
Hope remains
And this war's not over

Theres a light
Theres the sun
Taking all the shattered ones
To the place we belong
And his love will conquer

And Ive lost who I am
And I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken
Rejecting your love
Without love gone wrong
Life
Less words
Carry on

But i know
All i know
Is that the ends beginning

Who I am from the start
Take me home to my heart
Let me go
And I will run
I will not be silenced

All this time spent in vain
Wasted years
Wasted gain
All is lost
Hope remains
And this war's not over

Theres a light
Theres the sun
Taking all the shattered ones
To the place we belong
And his love will conquer all
Yes his love will conquer all

Yesterday I died, tommorrows bleeding
Fall into your sunlight

10 Glass skin - Dir en grey[Both pov's]

My vision begins to blur,
The glass sky, the color of the wind,
The merry-go-round playing alone,
I wave,
My somehow faded voice is more important to me than my guilty conscience,
Tomorrow I sleep, leaving myself behind,
Emptier still than any tears of comedy,
Left to be just taken,
Left to be just damaged,
Here...

In the dark morning, I pretend the window to be a picture frame,
I wake my sleeping skin and press my hand against this wet piece of picture,
Spring blossoms and the petals fall, giving life to the river,
Swaying from side to side, where will you go?
I put my hand on the heavy and closed door,
The remains of the parade,
The silence laughs along with the fact that I won't be sleeping again tonight,

Emptier still than any tears of comedy,
Left to be just taken,
Left to be just damaged,
Here, let there be love...
The jokingly-dancing seasons endlessly hurt,
Left to be just taken,
Left to be just damaged,
And to be melted by the dreams I hold out,

I bleed as my way of compensating everything to you,
How heavy is blood?
Happiness and sadness lie too close,
The hand that will be born tomorrow, will be simply pure and nothing else,
I can barely see you now with all these tears,

Emptier still than any tears of comedy,
Left to be just taken,
Left to be just damaged,
Here, let there be love...
There is a ferris wheel, where I can look down and see you from,
The melody that just comes crumbling down is also so sweet and beautiful, it's frightening,
The shadow exposed by the sun is branded into my memory,
And it touches my heart more than any shallow words combined

11 Sukisho 2nd Soundtrack(instrumenta) [both pov's]

12 White flag-Dido [Latvias pov]

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

13 Here With me-dido [Russia's pov]

I didn't hear you leave
I wonder how am I still here
And I don't want to move a thing
It might change my memory

[Chorus:]
Oh I am what I am
I'll do what I want
But I can't hide
I won't go
I won't sleep
I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me
I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me

I don't want to call my friends
They might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed
Risk forgetting all that's been

[Chorus]

14 You could be happy-Snow patrol[Russia's pov]

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

15 Sweet trap-Megaruine Luka [Russia's pov]

After being seprated you cry
I want to hold you closely now
the warmth is no longer here
what is that you seek from me now
you look to cling
I would like to catch you obediently
while in the shadow of someone else
and stop the repeaded cries

I am lured into your sweet trap
I can't shake this feeling from mind x2

The sound of a horn heard in the distance
It pierces awfully into the depths of my ear

Standing infront of an open door
You are not alone in the "everyday life"

When given ordinary comfort
Do you pretend that you don't hear it
I give a puzzled look
as I watch from a glance

After being seprated you cry
I want to hold you closely now
the warmth is no longer here
what is that you seek from me now

My nose is pierced by
the strong fregrance of perfume
but even though it's pleasant
It makes me feel like it's just a sweet trap

Tomorrow will be a similar day
except the one stroking your hair isn't me
beeing unable to touch
the dazzling morning that faces me
seeing you not lower your left hand
I watch as you leave forever

it has started to drift from the room
the strong fragrance of perfume
my heart has become attached and
it's kept as a reminder of the sweet trap

I am lured into your sweet trap
I can't shake this feeling from mind x3

16 Silent eve-Sadie[Russia's pov]

I was scared of the loneliness, that I even wouldn't be able to find your whereabouts
The ideal, that I can't catch a hold of you even if I want to, wavers

The color of tears that's everlasting in the continuing rain is projected onto the outside of the window - overlapping reality
Is this a separation from necessarity that is no coincidence? My voice doesn't reach you, even if it wants to return it can not

Turning my back to the truth and forcing a smile
With my words fastening there is no answer or anything else

I'm shouting in tears, my unreachable memories are breaking
Please notice my self-torture and the promise of my piled up tears

"I don't need ambiguous love nor sorrow" nearly drowning in irony I hid my real intention
The things I cared most about easily slipped through the gap in my fingers and disappeared

Night of my deepest desire that was able to prosper in my loneliness
I got lonely by simply losing everything

I can turn myself in my weakness, which is that I understand that I can not die
Someone just please tell me the reason and meaning of living

Only the sound of the rain is echoing in this tranquillity
The second half of our promise, 0 o 'clock already passed

Night of my deepest desire that was able to prosper in my loneliness
With my words fastening there is no answer or anything else

I can't turn back, never again - goodbye my beloved

17 9 crimes-Damien Rice [Both pov's]

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I'd do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you
It's the wrong time
For somebody new
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
With you?

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I'd do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be cheating on you
It's the wrong time
She's pulling me through
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If you dont shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
If I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?

Is that alright?
If I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
If I give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?

Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright with you?

No...

18 Why-Ayaka[Latvia's pov]

Your inner eye has clouded over so much that it's impossible for you to see.
Does any emotion still reside within the depths of your heart?

Having the entire world at your fingertips,
Is that what you consider happiness?

Why? Why do look up into the lonely heavens?
Why? Can't you laugh a little?*
I understand this character of yours -
This disposition that is incapable of putting anything into words.

What was it that came to be in your sequestered past?
These eyes of yours, they refuse to meet the world.**

All alone with only the lonely night to cradle you,
Is this the warmth that you have come to know?

Why? Why are you so concerned with the way you look?
Why? Can you not open up your heart a little?
You've been taxed by this heavy burden for so long,
It's time that you learn to accept yourself.
Have more faith in yourself...

It is those who are free that are stumbling...
It is those who are free that are insecure...

Why? Why do you look up at the lonely sky?
Why? Can you not laugh, even slightly?
I can appreciate
This reticent character of yours.
You only have to try to believe...

Why... ?

19 Your not here-Elizabete McGlyn [both pov's but more russia pov]
Blue sky to forever
The green grass blows in the wind, dancing
It would be a much better sight with you, with me
If you hadn't met me, I'd be fine on my own, baby
Never felt so lonely, then you came along

So now what should I do,
I'm strung out, addicted to you
My body aches, now that you're gone
My supply fell trough

Gladly gave me everything you had and more
You craved my happiness
When you made me feel joy it made you smile
But now I feel your stress
Love was never meant to be such a crazy afair, no
And who has time for tears
Never thought I'd sit around and cry for your love
'Till now

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Addicted [Russia/Latvia FST]

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